Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Blah...

Kinda just an update to say that...well...there's nothing to update. Still rotting in Ames, IA. School is getting a little harder. A few projects and exams are coming up. Feeling super unmotivated, so it's going to be painful. And I've just been depressed lately.

It's not all bad I guess. I officially have 2 friends now. Met a cool guy named Steve in Des Monies. He's got good taste in music, thus he's worth talking to, right? XD And for anyone who's like "ooooOoooooOoooo Monnie's hanging out with a boooooy!" You couldn't be more wrong.

Today was typical Monday. Angie and I got together, went to the cemetery and had sushi for supper. Here, enjoy a awkward picture taken with the random tripod I found in my room. Gotten love the thumbs up, the skewed frame, and dumb faces we're making.


I'll probably be going home this weekend. It's been a few weeks so it'll be nice. I'm going to Omaha's annual Goth Ball. I'm a little nervous due to drama but I'll try to have fun anyway.

Next week is also the They Might Be Giants concert! Yay!!!

Guess that's it. Sorry for the waste of an entry.

Thursday, October 13, 2011

The Smashing Pumpkins (Omaha, Nebraska)

So...I don't know how I missed this memo, but I didn't find out that the Smashing Pumpkins were coming to Omaha until the day before the show. Naturally, I was ready to throw in the towel considering it was a sold out show. But my friend Angie is awesome and was determined to get us tickets. We were gonna skip school and go scalp them, but luckily her boyfriend came through for us in flying colors to get the tickets.

After our classes that day we drove down to Omaha. We missed the first opening act, but didn't really care. The second opening act was...interesting...to say the least. "I think we're too sober to enjoy this" Angie said.

It took a while for me to get to the front where I wanted to be. There was a 7 foot doughebag in my way in one spot. I usually try to play it 'cute' to get closer to the stage...but for the first time it didn't work. *GASP* I must be loosing my looks with age. Sadness...I eventually got a good spot, but I felt bad because Angie told me to go up there without her because I wanted it more. I LOVE YOU ANGIE! I ended up standing next to a stage hand that smelled like dog poop and looked like Jack Black, but I didn't care.

The actual concert had it's ups and downs. The microphone didn't work half the time, but they made up for it in long guitar solos and face-offs.

After the show, we went behind the venue to try and meet Billy. He actually came out and did a group greeting. That was nice of him, considering he didn't have to come at all. I was standing a yard away from him. I was in awe...so I didn't take any pictures. XD (He's not Robert Smith, but he's been one of my long time heroes.) During this, a stage hand walked up and randomly handed me a pic signed by the bassist Nicole. So that was exciting. I had never gotten anything like that at a concert, but I always really wanted one. But I'm not the type to fight the crowd for it. Too scary.

After that we went to Village Inn, then crashed at my house for the night. My kitty Frankie was surprised. He loved me up hardcore for a long time.

So all in all, it was a good night. An awesome impromptu adventure if I do say so myself. Angie, you are awesome!!!!

*Picture Time!*



Billy during one of his many guitar face-offs with Jeff.



Billy and Nicole



Jeff..."So they replaced one Asian with another?" Best quote ever from Angie.



Currently hanging on my dorm wall. <3

Actually got other exciting concerts planned in the next few months. They Might Be Giants will be in Omaha November 1st. I'll be going to that one for sure with Steve and Angie. Then at the end of November I found out that Peter Murphy and She Wants Revenge will be playing Kansas City. Trying to put a group together for that.

Military Shoot (Steve Gray)

This was an interesting shoot to do. I enjoyed it, but it was weird shooting with someone new. Eric's a cool guy so it was fun...even though he kept making me laugh during the shoot. Dork. Still gotta love him.

But yeah, I really like how some of these turned out. But then some...not so much. Steve thinks it's funny save really ugly pictures of me apparently. Then there were just some shots that just looked awkward, which I contribute to it being my first time with someone else. (excuses excuses)

Anywho, it's picture time...



This is my favorite honestly. <3



Another fav, I love Eric's expression in this. XD





Oh and we got to use real guns too. O_o





So this boy has the audacity to say he's ugly?! I think he needs to have some sense smacked into him. Just playin'. Don't have the heart to smack that face...



...But I've got the heart to shoot a laser beam through it! (sorry, I love this blooper)

So yeah, lots of fun. Kinda sad though because I have the feeling Eric isn't gonna want to do another shoot. Sad day. :(

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Lets Do The Time Warp Again!

So, life's been crazy fun lately. I went home for the weekend, and I brought my friend Angie with me. She was originally coming with because of Fashion on Fire...but do to stress and anxiety...I dropped out of the show. I've never dropped a show before, so I felt weird about it. I kinda want to take a hiatus and actually focus on school. But I've been offered a spot in the annual Goth Ball fashion show, so I feel like I should take it. However, I had better get working if I do. Still trying to decide... Anyway...crazy fun!!!...

We went to the old market with my friend Eric, and Angie's friend Gonzalo (who looks just like Brad Pitt XD). I got a new Cure vhs tape and a Clan of Xymox cd. And she got a portrait of Jesus...which is now hanging in her bathroom. Her boyfriend wouldn't let her hang it in the bedroom or the living room...so she had no other choice.

That night we went to a live Rocky Horror Picture Show showing at a local theater. My friend Nicholas was playing Dr. Frankfurter in the reenactment group. He took my virginity too. I had never been to a live showing before, though I've seen the movie a billion times. It was amazing. The funniest part was the fact that I went to the show after having two liquid cocaines at the bar next to the theater. So I spent the first half of the movie drunk and laughing loudly. Oh well, turns out my friend Shawntelle went to the show drunk too.



This week has just been spent going to class and cemeteries...the usual. Angie and I ventured to the next town over hoping to find an abandoned, haunted nursing home. But it was torn down, as I suspected considering my research. But we found a pretty cemetery...and it was huge! I'd post pictures, but blogger suddenly hates me. -.-

Oh well, pictures are on my facebook: http://www.facebook.com/#!/monniepuff

I'm going home again this weekend. Going to do another shoot with Steve. I'm doing the shoot with my friend Eric as well. I'm a little nervous because I've only ever shot with Chessna. So it's gonna be weird working with someone else. We're doing a military goth theme, which'll be interesting. Steve even said he could get us real weapons. Sweeeeet!

Pink Shoot-Steve Gray

Some pictures from a shoot Chessna and I did a few weeks ago. It was funny because Steve told us 'gothy'. But we always do that! So Chess and I showed up in pink. XD I felt like the shoot went really well...which is rare. Kinda depressed though...this is the last shoot we'll be doing together because she's moving. T^T Gonna miss her a bunch, but she'll be happier in Louisiana. Oh well, picture time!


Me and Rupert. This is a rare picture of myself that I like.


Chessna. I love her dress. <3





Issues-Fashion Show (Delayed Post)

Okay, these aren't the best pictures, but I've yet to receive any good close ups. My photographers been pretty busy.

This was a very stressful show for me for many reasons. A zipper on one of the dresses broke so I had to safety pin it closed...which surprisingly added to the dress' look. One dress just didn't fit the model, or any of the others, so I had to call my mom and have her bring the punk kimono that I've already shown. Clothing-wise my troubles ended there.

Then there was emotional issues (lol the show was called Issues after all) I was having. I was super nervous because I felt like I was doing something different than what I normally do. But no one seemed to notice. My mom said it still looked like my aesthetics. So that's good. Hate to think I was conforming.

Was also depressed because a friend I'm fond of was modeling for my friend Chessna. So I spent most of the day watching him look at all the pretty models. Felt like the ugliest girl in the world. Which was ironic considering my fashion line was mocking the concept of beauty.

Oh well...time for the pictures!




You can't tell, but these two models have the niptuck lines of their face. My theme was plastic surgery and anti-beauty. The girl in the kimono is a life saver. She was my stylist, and she also covered for a model of mine who had to leave suddenly.
*that's my dad on the right of the runway filming with his phone*



These two are post-surgery. I love the way they looked beautifully ill.
*lols the guy with gray hair is my awesome photographer Steve Gray.*



Group shot! Me looking totally plain and my beautiful models.